When?

When did you decide, it was okay?
When did you realize, I wasn't worth it
When did you plan?
When did you stop loving me?
When did I start being your target?

When did you start blaming me for your problems? 
When was I ever right?
When were you ever wrong? 

Was it really me that you were mad at? 
Was I really the problem? 
Was I really the cause of your screaming? 

And her;
Why did you make her chose?
Why was my happiness, not important?
Why wasn't hers?
Why didn't you understand her love for me?
Why didn't you let her love me?

She was mine! .....Now shes yours..... 

Was it all a game?
Was it all in your head?
Was it out of hate? 

Why did you chose those words?
Why did you chose me, in all my innocence? 

You had no right to destroy my childhood!
You had no right to destroy my family! 
You had no right ! 

And now should I be happy because I'm free
Or sad, because those years will for ever haunt 
My future.




To children who don't have a choice.