Unconditional?

You know that feeling,

The kind you felt when your first love broke you.

The kind you felt when you disappointed someone, or yourself.



The kind of heartbreak that

You just can’t stop,

The feeling of no return,

The feeling of goodbye,

The feeling of pain so deep, with it has no cure.



It’s always the same but

The last is always worst then the first.



It’s like a shockwave,

Pumping through your heart.

You can’t breathe,

You can’t move.



When your use to being busy,

You forget life,

You stick to your schedule,

Your life is on pause, you’re on autopilot.

Days go by,

Your still there,

Is this real?

Is this really happening to me?



When you stop and think,

You realise everything you’ve lost.

Everything comes crashing down

All you can do is deal

Hope it’s going to work its self out.



What am I supposed to do?

Thorn between people you’ve known your whole life

And someone you love.



All I want is to scream,

I am happy!

Let me BE!

It’s not that simple is it….



Listening is so hard when you do not believe,

When does love become so conditional….

When flesh and blood,

Means nothing…